Dissolved Clouds
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I know I'm a mess and yes, I know it's my own doing
The rez is a mess, I know because I've been through it
No more assuming, I'm trying to conclude on a good note
To see where I'm at you won't have to look high, but look low
Drastic measures took hold and weren't appreciated being used
Now there are difficult matters at hand from second chances I blew
Then there's the second guessing that almost grew into a way of life
Words of frustration I finally deciphered as aggressive advice
For a thick head like mine it took awhile to focus and see
These instincts I bring kept me treading water not sink
Seeing myself as proof that there's something more out there than this
These lessons in life that I already survived I'm trying to skip
Supplying the grit as a gift from having innocence slip away too soon
The lost thoughts of someone who cared too much begin to resume
A warrior's heart exhumed to prove there is some life after death
A shape shifting mask finally removed as the last action left

~Windreamer~