The keeper of my dreams these dreams so vivid,
Paralyzing my senses with your sweet candy kisses
I close my eyes just to see your face,
I may not live forever but I’ll breathe in case
I speak such words softly so you don’t misunderstand,
That I count every second till I can kiss her again,
Till I’m considered a friend, a man, or even your lover,
So I’m lost in your clouds concealed by your thunder,
Revealed as we wonder across the surface of the stars,
Swirvin in our cars as we circle back to mars,
The inner workings of heart are lost within the pages,
Drawn in the spaces while I cover her body with all the constelations,
These stars run so far so please won’t you come back to me,
Take us to make love in zero gravity,
Even the moon has your name memorized,
Hypnotized by your hips and thighs with the quickest try,
So I’m just gettin by when I lifted my gifted eyes,
I’m lifted by the swifted lie so I just slip inside,
Even the dull tomb knows it will be full soon,
Your composed by the full moon the only rose in full bloom,
The full gloom when the tulip kissed the daisy,
All the flowers said we’re crazy but we don’t listen to em lately,
You run to my arms for saftey, don’t cry please my baby,
This angel is amazing with her feathered wings to save me,
Rubbing my back while you softly sing,
Cause my shoulder blades ache for the want of wings,
For the want of dreams where you fill my vision,
Until the sun is missin and the moon is up and risen,
Until the vibrant leaves all fall and turn brittle,
Back again when the sun stops to sizzle and the moon drops a little,
I can’t stop this riddle it runs with the same flow,
The same hope that I’ll forever sit on this rainbow,
And never get on this main road I continue on the backstreets,
Run forever like track meets run and they’ll never catch me,
Like the crow chasing the butterfly,
Can’t think of another time when she was with another guy,
Another lie of another guy who only loves her for her colored eyes,
She shut her blinds wile in the gutter lies the other lies,
The colored skies covered with one crow though he’s colorblind,
The butterfly’s so beautiful so he can’t help but wonder why,
He was the one chosen cost him all these thoughts broken,
She brought him hope and defrosted what was frozen,
His heart is open like the sky on a cloudless day,
Like a beautiful child to make him cry in the proudest way,
The loudest say he pried open the shell so reckless,
Traveled to the depths of hell just to find her necklace,
Her angel wings survived the weapon yet he died in seconds,
Such beautiful lies fill all two of my eyes,
Even her sweet touch can supress just a few of my cries,
I do and and I die so I live with my heart unprotected,
Though I was once respected I’m too unperfected,
So now I’m done with guessin because my one perspective,
Is clouded by the fact I’m the only one rejected,
Until the feeling I once wanted makes me sick to my stomach,
So I vomit till my sonnet is as ugly as I want it,
But no on eis around to hear my unheard cries,
I can’t watch the sky when the sun seers my sunburnt eyes,
When she gives me that small grin goosebumps crawl in under my flawed skin,
Until my heartrate drops and my temperature keeps fallin,
She grips my beating heart with her warm palm till it melts,
So now I’m left for dead stranded on this page by myself,
I’ve walked 104 miles of forced smiles,
Until my feet finally grew wings so I can soar wild,
Your supportive smile held me off long enough to not save my aborted child,
My kisses oh so irrelevant my mistress oh so devilish,
You’ve got a vicegrip on every depth of my soul just for the hell of it,
All these beautiful lies that you wanna try,
Takin all my oxygen till I’m blue in the eyes,
I hiding in the dark yeah I’m using disguise,
I’m new to the skies so I’m true when I fly
Well I wish you would stop saying one day we’ll kiss again,
I’m so tired of believing all of this shit again,
Just stop it’s killing me I’ve lost ability,
To ever believe in these possibilities,
My heart beats like guitar strings that break under the force of my fingertips,
Like she’s physically effected on her meager lips by my lingered kiss,
I could sing her this but I suppose she wouldn’t understand,
My song sings such words only the thunder can,
And I still wonder when all my storms can finally run freely,
Your eyes turn to a new memory the very second that you see me,
So I’m done saying that I’m done saying that I’m done staying,
In this decietful game because it seems I’m the only one playing,
Is it fun training the sky so when it’s done raining the shine,
Escaping the mind over 6 grains of time and I’m done wasting mine,
I’m done blaiming time, such regrets are useless,
So what if I threw fit when you decided to choose his blue lips,
How the hell can I do this when you just gave me a we’re-through-kiss,
Such bliss that barely seems to escape my grasp,
If you keep holding me back how can I ever escape my past,
So you just stay and break my back until at last I take the mask,
And when it breaks in half will you be fake and laugh or will you make it last
All these beautiful lies that you wanna try,
Takin all my oxygen till I’m blue in the eyes,
I hiding in the dark yeah I’m using disguise,
I’m new to the skies so I’m true when I fly
The chorus is sung if that helps with the flow
Chrous:
Tell me anything but the truth cause I don’t really think I can take it now,
Tell me anything but the truth can’t figure out how I’m supposed to make it now,
So tell me lies,
Tell me lies though I know you don’t believe I could be so naive,
Cause fake smiles take awhile for my soul to concieve,
Tell me lies as if this dreamcatcher works,
And as I sleep in the dirt I won’t dream of the worst,
That these beads and feathers somehow see the weather,
Like when I open my eyes I can see it better and we can be together,
I just want it to be easy cause never have I wrote such a greedy letter,
And when I put on these cleats (NEVER) my spine will only seem severed,
I can’t live afraid if I played it everything below the neck would be permanetly sedated,
They say ignorance is bliss but bliss is overated,
So I guess you could say it I stay ignorant willingly,
But it really seems these silly dreams that are filling me are killing me,
“I have the most beautiful girl in my arms so I don’t need to dream”,
I wrote those words without much worth it seems,
And now my passion seems trapped between her flashy wings and my daddy’s screams,
So past to me this gasoline so at last you’ll see,
That you have to burn the packaging to truly see the black of me,
Craftfully you run your fingers across whip marks on the back of me,
Now you scream when you see the demons screaming after me,
Laughingly I cut 100 slits into my uncut wrists,
Somewhat convinced all I ever do is somewhat exist.
Staring at blank pages broken pencils and an empty bank account,
Staring at fake faces frozen mentally with all the shit I think about,
I’ve awakened now but I woke up to an ugly world,
With ugly girls no diamonds but a thousand pounds of lovely pearls,
Bu they’re scattered and broken, fractured and open,
Unseen with one dream but even that’s shattered and hopeless,
Splattered and spoken with every ounce of flow in me,
Every pound of go in me I not such a slow MC,
I just got to and see the illest verse ever spit just so they all know it’s me,
Go between the roadblocks the whole block run until the show stops,
I’m dancing in the sun go to sleep when the snow stops,
Go to sleep? ha yeah my head wont let me,
I’m fed so get me another pencil cause the leads so heavy,
I’m dead so simply my zombie head wont fit me,
So often I ask if they’ll decorate my coffin my casket,
But they just keep laughin and wlking right past it,
My sarcophagaus is lost in this thoughtfulness,
Camoflauge my words so they’re lst in this forgotten bliss,
I mean really how much worse could it get,
When without football I feel like just a worthless kid,
All those days of lifting weights look how they worked for him,
The stars seem so far and God it hurts to miss,
My fingertips grow thicker your just a picture in my mind,
The only scripture I can find is a beginner in her time,
Just a flicker in her shine like the fissure in her spine,
No wait thats mine as I enter the center of time,
The inner winters frozen quicker broken splinter in the mud,
The sinners enter chokin with broken open liquor in my blood,
Armed with the ocean when I’m floatin on the sun,
Showin on the drum what is spoken on my tongue,
I speak the fire stop like sniper shots causing assassinations,
Words cease when JFK speaks blasting back a nation,
I’m weed wacking through streets packed with fabrications,
Exagurations like these abra cadabra magic stations,
I complete the sun’s heat with only half the saturation,
I was born to kill a hundred men but I lack half the patience,
My past only seems erasable,
I deem myself incapable to escape the unescapable,
Every line I write I seem unable to finish,
This cradle’s diminished I’m a man yet I quit it just as soon as I finish,
The sunlight seems too bright for my hollow eyes,
I won’t finish today until tomorrow arrives,
I pump weights all day yet I never feel strong,
Start feelin like the Devil I’ve lived in hell for so long,
I can’t hide even with my head up under the covers,
Want to rise out the ash but they keep pullin me under,
How long until I’m consumed I wonder,
But for now fear my words as the boom like thunder,
Wish it were so simple if only it were easy,
Been held under water till I’m no longer breathing,
Want to burn all my words but I’m out of lighter fluid,
My letters don’t seem to matter amongst all of the confusion,
How could I be so stupid drench this page in gasoline,
This burnt match hurts so bad now that I’m trapped between,
Crumple everything I’ve written then toss it aside,
Bitten by these words until I’m eaten alive,
I keep peeking inside just needing to find a reason to hide,
God gave me no wings so I seem no reason to fly
HGS The faceless and the nameless. Check it out on amazon. There is also a free download on rentertainmentllc/bandzoogle.com.
The album was putt out last year in Washington. Faceless and nameless there is a ton of talent from all over our country. ALL NATIVE many tribes. Prooveing that it can be done with the truth and the medicine. ONE. I cant stress it enough. ONE. ALL ONE.
Not just a dream……
Strongheart
November 9th, 2009
The chorus is sung if that helps with the flow
Chrous:
Tell me anything but the truth cause I don’t really think I can take it now,
Tell me anything but the truth can’t figure out how I’m supposed to make it now,
So tell me lies,
Tell me lies though I know you don’t believe I could be so naive,
Cause fake smiles take awhile for my soul to concieve,
Tell me lies as if this dreamcatcher works,
And as I sleep in the dirt I won’t dream of the worst,
That these beads and feathers somehow see the weather,
Like when I open my eyes I can see it better and we can be together,
I just want it to be easy cause never have I wrote such a greedy letter,
And when I put on these cleats (NEVER) my spine will only seem severed,
I can’t live afraid if I played it everything below the neck would be permanetly sedated,
They say ignorance is bliss but bliss is overated,
So I guess you could say it I stay ignorant willingly,
But it really seems these silly dreams that are filling me are killing me,
“I have the most beautiful girl in my arms so I don’t need to dream”,
I wrote those words without much worth it seems,
And now my passion seems trapped between her flashy wings and my daddy’s screams,
So past to me this gasoline so at last you’ll see,
That you have to burn the packaging to truly see the black of me,
Craftfully you run your fingers across whip marks on the back of me,
Now you scream when you see the demons screaming after me,
Laughingly I cut 100 slits into my uncut wrists,
Somewhat convinced all I ever do is somewhat exist.
Staring at blank pages broken pencils and an empty bank account,
Staring at fake faces frozen mentally with all the shit I think about,
I’ve awakened now but I woke up to an ugly world,
With ugly girls no diamonds but a thousand pounds of lovely pearls,
Bu they’re scattered and broken, fractured and open,
Unseen with one dream but even that’s shattered and hopeless,
Splattered and spoken with every ounce of flow in me,
Every pound of go in me I not such a slow MC,
I just got to and see the illest verse ever spit just so they all know it’s me,
Go between the roadblocks the whole block run until the show stops,
I’m dancing in the sun go to sleep when the snow stops,
Go to sleep? ha yeah my head wont let me,
I’m fed so get me another pencil cause the leads so heavy,
I’m dead so simply my zombie head wont fit me,
So often I ask if they’ll decorate my coffin my casket,
But they just keep laughin and wlking right past it,
My sarcophagaus is lost in this thoughtfulness,
Camoflauge my words so they’re lst in this forgotten bliss,
I mean really how much worse could it get,
When without football I feel like just a worthless kid,
All those days of lifting weights look how they worked for him,
The stars seem so far and God it hurts to miss,
My fingertips grow thicker your just a picture in my mind,
The only scripture I can find is a beginner in her time,
Just a flicker in her shine like the fissure in her spine,
No wait thats mine as I enter the center of time,
The inner winters frozen quicker broken splinter in the mud,
The sinners enter chokin with broken open liquor in my blood,
Armed with the ocean when I’m floatin on the sun,
Showin on the drum what is spoken on my tongue,
I speak the fire stop like sniper shots causing assassinations,
Words cease when JFK speaks blasting back a nation,
I’m weed wacking through streets packed with fabrications,
Exagurations like these abra cadabra magic stations,
I complete the sun’s heat with only half the saturation,
I was born to kill a hundred men but I lack half the patience,
My past only seems erasable,
I deem myself incapable to escape the unescapable,
Every line I write I seem unable to finish,
This cradle’s diminished I’m a man yet I quit it just as soon as I finish,
The sunlight seems too bright for my hollow eyes,
I won’t finish today until tomorrow arrives,
I pump weights all day yet I never feel strong,
Start feelin like the Devil I’ve lived in hell for so long,
I can’t hide even with my head up under the covers,
Want to rise out the ash but they keep pullin me under,
How long until I’m consumed I wonder,
But for now fear my words as the boom like thunder,
Wish it were so simple if only it were easy,
Been held under water till I’m no longer breathing,
Want to burn all my words but I’m out of lighter fluid,
My letters don’t seem to matter amongst all of the confusion,
How could I be so stupid drench this page in gasoline,
This burnt match hurts so bad now that I’m trapped between,
Crumple everything I’ve written then toss it aside,
Bitten by these words until I’m eaten alive,
I keep peeking inside just needing to find a reason to hide,
God gave me no wings so I seem no reason to fly
FOR THE SECOND TIME IT’S YA BOY APACHE SAVAGE AND I’VE BEEN DOING WHAT I DO BEST.
!!!WRITNG!!! SO YA’LL SHOULD CHECK OUT MY NEW TUNES, JAM TO MY OLD TUNES, AND OF COURSE
ADD THE MYSPACE ALRIGHT!?!
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!!!LOVE, PEACE, AND FRYBREAD GREASE!!!
RezHeadz Entertainment proudly presents the – “2010 Rezolution Tour”
Already up and running the tour is on its way to making history in Native country.
Last years “Motivation On The Rezervation” tour made its way to over 120 Native communities across the Continental US and reached well over 100,000 Native peoples… and we are just getting started!
This year we have implemented several new programs that not only inspire and motivate, but also challenge our youth to take action and become leaders.
As many of you know Hip-Hop music has been looked upon with skepticism, not only in Native communities but abroad. Truth be told, many people often ignore the positive messages of hip-hop and only focus on the negative.
Fact: In the last 10 years hip-hop has cut across ethnic boundaries and now studies show that music with positive message is a very effective tool in educating our youth.
We here at RezHeadz have found a way to tap into the core of the subculture and educate to a new tune!
Featuring Motivational Speaker and Recording Artist “Smoke” who is credited as the 1st Native American Hip Hop artist to ever have a record (My Dubz feat.Trae) reach the Top 10 charts in multiple music markets internationally!
In a recent interview with “Smoke” he unveils the man behind the music:
Hip Hop is a portal that bridges the gaps; it gives the youth an upbeat outlook on change. Education, entrepreneurship, dedication, perseverance and the importance of setting goals. All of these virtues if applied will set a standard in Native country and ultimately boost morale amongst our young people. (Smoke)
The 2010 Rezolution Tour will be coming to a Rez near you! Dates are still available but are going fast!
What’s your New Years Rezolution?